Chapter
Four
'thoughts'
Dean put the Impala into park and
stared at the two story yellow farmhouse that was
the
Kent
establishment. He'd found out where the
Kent
farm was located after researching the background to
Clark. It turned out that the home-bound
Clark had been involved in almost all of
the meteor freak attacks that had been going on for
the past seven years in both Smallville and
Metropolis, either with being attacked or having
been involved in the capture or destruction of the
various perpetrators. It had definitely raised
Dean's suspicions. So after discussing things with
Sam, as well as ribbing his brother over having
gotten caught and in the hospital, he'd decided to
have a little one on one with dear old Clark.
Getting out of the car, Dean
adjusted his coat as he looked around, taking in the
farm setting. It was like any other farm that he'd
seen with fencing, a large red barn, and a couple of
other buildings outside of the farmhouse. He heard
the cows that were out to pasture as well as some
horses and he found himself just relaxing. He wasn't
sure what it was about the place, but he felt safe
and comfortable. It was weird and not what Dean had
expected.
Shrugging it off, Dean strolled
towards the barn where he could hear the sounds of a
hammer hitting some metal. He stepped inside and
cocked an eyebrow as he saw
Clark bent over an old green tractor
that looked like it had seen better days. He also
noted a golden retriever standing next to
Clark and stopped when the dog growled
at him and stood up. He smirked as
Clark
looked over and blinked in surprise when he was
spotted. "Hey. Am I interrupting you?" he asked as
he leaned against one of the wooden support pillars.
"Um, not really...just fixing up
the tractor," Clark replied as he wiped his hand of the grease he'd
gotten from the engine. He watched Dean cautiously
as he tossed the rag onto the old rusted red toolbox
that was sitting on the barrel that was near him.
"What's wrong?" Dean inquired as
he stepped closer.
Frowning a bit at the unexpected
inquisition, Clark rolled his shoulders a bit. "Engine's been clunking
every time I get to a certain speed," he answered
before tossing a glare at the recalcitrant
machinery.
"Let me take a look. I've got some
skills with engines. Maybe I can find what's acting
up...help ya out," Dean offered as he shrugged out
of his jacket and hung it on a nail that was
protruding from the nearest pillar. He grinned as
Clark shrugged before he brushed past
him to look in the engine. He ducked down under and
looked up into the parts. "Hey, hand me a ratchet
wrench with a three eighths inch socket," he called
out as he worked on one of the nuts that was in his
way. He grinned as said ratchet was handed to him
from above and he started tightening the bolt.
"Looks like a couple of your bolts were loose and
the belt was then not sitting right on its gears,"
he commented with a grunt before crawling out and
taking the rag that Clark
handed him. "Shall we give it a try?" he suggested
with a winning grin at Clark, who grinned back
slowly before climbing into the tractor seat. He
started it up and smirked at Dean before driving the
tractor out of the barn and revving it up to the
speed necessary for the test.
When there was no sound,
Clark
whooped before bringing it back around and parking
it. He turned it off and beamed at Dean. "That did
it, whatever you did! Thanks!" he declared as he
hopped down and met Dean as he sauntered out of the
barn.
"Not a problem. Sometimes you just
need a new pair of eyes to see what's wrong," Dean
answered with a nonchalant shrug. He cocked an
eyebrow as Clark
snickered and shook his head. "What?"
"Nothing. I just...never mind.
Anyways, what brings you here? I thought you were
just passing through on your way to Metropolis to
pick up your brother," Clark
asked as he leaned against the fence and crossed his
arms over his chest. He watched as Dean rested back
against the fence next to him with his arms on the
top rail and found himself admiring the easy grace
with which he did so. There was a man who didn't
have any misconceptions about his body or his place
in life. Clark envied him for that. He let his eyes wander over the
toned body up to the chiseled, almost pretty
features that were so much like Jason Teague, yet
definitely were Dean Winchester and appreciated
that. His eyes fixated on the plush lips that
somewhat reminded him of Lana's mouth, but then
realized that he was being spoken to. He shook
himself and asked dumbly, "Huh?"
Dean grinned knowingly at him as
if he'd discerned just *what* had distracted Clark
and Clark found himself flushing a bit in
embarrassment. "I said I'm actually looking into
various goings-on that have been happening around
here. You seemed like a good place to start since
you were involved in both of the recent accidents,"
he repeated himself and cocked an eyebrow as
Clark looked away self-consciously while
shrugging. "So, wanna tell me what happened?" he
prodded gently, not wanting to lose the camaraderie
that they'd just been working on.
Pursing his lips stubbornly,
Clark
sighed before straightening up. "What are you
really? Some kind of investigator?" he asked gruffly
as he went back towards the barn. He heard the
crunch of gravel behind him and knew that Dean was
following him. He didn't know if he should be
pleased or annoyed with that.
"Something like that," Dean
replied as he followed after the younger man into
the barn. He leaned against the pillar again as he
watched Clark put
away his tools with more force than was necessary.
"So, are you going to tell me or do I have to find
another way to get it out of you?" he questioned
with a smirk and waggled an eyebrow playfully when
Clark looked over at him with a frown. "Come on
man...you had iron railroad stakes thrown at you and
some kind of machinery fall on you here on the farm!
How do you *not* have any marks?" he demanded
teasingly as he crossed his arms loosely over his
chest.
"I was lucky. Those other people
weren't so lucky," Clark
responded harshly as he straightened up and gazed at
Dean. "Look, just...stop looking into this. It's
being handled," he said uneasily as he rubbed the
back of his neck before running his hand through his
hair.
"Not the way it should be," Dean
retorted darkly, all traces of his jovialness now
gone as he stared at Clark.
"So tell me...did you have flickering lights and
voices just before the attacks?" he tossed out and
was grimly satisfied to see the startled look on
Clark's face.
"I don't know what you're talking
about," Clark stated firmly as he crossed his arms over his chest.
"Why are you asking about this? Just drop it! You
don't even know what it's about!" he almost shouted
at Dean as he shifted uncomfortably to lean
defiantly against the saw table.
"I think you know a lot more about
this than you're saying and people are dying because
you're being so damn stubborn!" Dean shot back in
exasperation before running a hand over his face and
adjusting his stance. "See, my brother is currently
in Metropolis investigating the accidents there.
Last night, he was attacked along with Lex Luthor.
Two guards died, but he told me that there were
flickering lights that exploded before two
examination tables went flying at the guards,
crushing them. He also told me that, according to
reports from the survivors, there were voices and
flickering lights. Now, if you know something about
these attacks, I need to know so I can take care of
it," he explained sharply as he straightened up, his
laid-back manner replaced with his hunter side. He
was sick of the runaround this guy was giving him.
Especially since he seemed to know a *lot* of what
was going on.
"Is your brother ok?"
Clark
asked in concern as he felt his chest tighten. Lex
had almost been killed and two more were dead
because of all of this. And yet, Dean seemed to know
what was going on and even seemed to think he could
stop it. But there was no way to stop it...at least
no way that he as a human could.
"It'd take more than that to kill
Sammy," Dean responded smugly and smirked when
Clark
glanced at him skeptically before looking away
again. "Look, whatever secret you're trying to keep,
it's going to get more people killed. Just...tell me
what you know," he said as persuasively as he could
as he walked up to Clark. He laid a hand on Clark's arm and rubbed it slowly,
soothingly as he encouraged
Clark to trust him. But then he found
himself watching his hand before looking slowly up
at Clark to find the other man watching him with an
unreadable expression. Dean suddenly wanted to press
closer and feel the warmth that Clark seemed to be
radiating, have those strong arms wrap around him
and take away all of the fear that had been chasing
him recently as he walked through life towards his
death row sentence. He'd been so cold
recently...cold and lonely. What he saw in Clark he
wasn't sure, but he realized that he just wanted to
be wrapped up in Clark
and shut out the world and all that went with it.
Clark
contemplated him silently as he seemed to relax a
bit and Dean knew that he'd gotten through to him.
But before Clark
could say anything, a throat cleared behind them,
startling them both. They stepped away from each
other automatically in reaction as they turned
towards the source and found Lana and a blonde girl
that wasn't Kara standing nearby, both looking
disturbed at what they had walked in on. Lana
appeared to be on the verge of a major hissy fit
while the blonde looked bemused, as if she wasn't
sure she could believe what she had just seen or
thought she'd seen. Lana's eyes narrowed as she
crossed her arms over her chest tightly while she
stared at Dean. "What are *you* doing here?" she
demanded icily and Dean cocked an eyebrow as he
briefly contemplated how a nice guy like
Clark
had ended up with a bitch like her.
But he didn't say that as he
smiled charmingly. "I was helping
Clark here and asking him about the
area. He and I hit it off so well yesterday that I
thought I could pick his brain," he answered easily
before going over to get his jacket. He pulled it on
and fixed the collar before glancing at
Clark. "I better get going before it's
too dark out to see. I forgot how the country got at
night," he added with a smile and a small smile lit Clark's face in response before he looked down.
"Yea, you do that," Lana replied
before Clark could and Dean looked over at her. He sneered
suddenly at her, a silent challenge that she
bristled at before he nodded amiably at
Clark and walking between the women on
his way out, splitting them both physically and
metaphorically speaking.
He headed for his car as a frown
settled on his face. He'd been so close to finding
out what was going on. Damn that woman for getting
in the way *again*! He had a sneaky suspicion that
she knew even more than Clark did and that didn't settle well within him. He was
also studiously *not* thinking about how warm Clark
had felt and the whiff of natural musk that he'd
caught from the other man when they'd been so close
together. Nope, not thinking about it at all. He
sighed as he got to his car and rested his forehead
on his arm against the car side. He so needed to
either get laid or get the job done and leave before
his heart decided to do something stupid...like
actually start caring about the tall farm boy. With
only ten days left before his contract came due, it
would be stupid to fall in love or anything like
that which involved more emotion than was necessary.
He was already paying a heavy price with Sam and
there was really nothing he could do about it. All
he could do was make sure that Sam was taken care of
after he left. He didn't want to leave another
person hurting in this life.
"Dean!"
Clark's call broke through Dean's contemplations and
he looked up as Clark strode over towards him looking a bit put out. Dean
briefly wondered if there was 'trouble in paradise',
but didn't let it show as he turned in
Clark's direction. Clark stopped before
him so that they were just a couple of inches apart,
which was *much too close* for Dean's comfort, but
he didn't step back or show any other sort of
reaction as he stared up into
Clark's face. Clark studied his face, but then tilted in slightly. "I'm
sorry about Lana. But I can tell you something about
what's been going on or at least what might have
started it. The attacks started after me and Chloe
found out that Lex was experimenting with some kind
of substance that uses the energy from meteor
infected people. We managed to stop the experiments,
but there have been a lot of accidents at places
that were Lex's bases for his past experiments the
meteor infected," he said quietly and Dean nodded
before smiling.
"Thanks Clark...for trusting me,"
he whispered in return before taking a step away
from Clark. He
shivered as a cold wind seemed to slam into him, but
he didn't think anything of it. It was something
he'd grown used to. He turned a bit and got out his
keys, but was stopped by a hand on his own and
looked up into Clark's intent gaze.
"Be careful. I...I don't want to
see you hurt," Clark murmured and Dean felt a rush of warmth wash over
him as he stared into the concerned gaze.
He flashed a grin, but it was sad
and he knew that. "I always take care of myself. I
just don't have as much to live for. Don't worry
about me," he replied before turning his hand and
squeezing Clark's once. He let it go and got into his car before
slamming the door shut. Starting the Impala, he
looked up through the windshield at
Clark and watched as the other man moved
back towards the barn little by little while
observing him in turn. He swallowed hard and glanced
aside as he put his car into reverse before looking
over his shoulder and turning around. As he drove
away with the dust flying around his car, he gazed
into his rearview mirror at the diminishing figure
of one Clark
Kent. He wondered
briefly if he would get to see the other man again,
but then shook it off as he refocused on the road.
There wasn't anymore time for there to be 'something
more' with a person. That, out of everything else
that had been happening so far recently, hurt him
the most. He had a feeling that if they would have
met sooner, he and Clark would have definitely had a
thing. Now, well, he just hoped that Lana treated
Clark
with the love and respect he deserved.
If not, well Hell wasn't just a
place to visit...it was something to be paid and
raised.
TBC