Chapter
Ten
Warnings: More smexing and angst!
You have been warned!!
Lex watched Sam as the younger man
sat next to the unconscious Dean. Lex leaned his
head against the window as he watched Sam grip
Dean's hand, clinging to his brother even though
they had so little time left. He knew that Sam
didn't want to let go yet of his brother and he
understood it so well. It was going to be so hard to
pick up the pieces when mere human medicine would be
unable to bring back Dean at the end. Still, he
understood that hope that Sam clung to and knew in
his heart that he would try to help as much as he
could.
He'd already started his own
investigation into everything, though he wasn't sure
he'd be able to find anything that Sam and his
hunter allies hadn't already looked into. But he had
more resources and he owed these two men his life.
If it was truly the last thing he did, he would help
them get out of that deal.
He looked up as he heard some
shuffling and smiled slightly as an exhausted
Clark came over towards the room he was
standing outside of. "How was the funeral?" he asked
softly as the younger man came to a stop next to
him. He noted the bouquet of lilies and gardenias
and grinned sadly.
"Didn't go. I couldn't...it just
didn't feel right," Clark
whispered thickly as he watched Sam and Dean as
well. "How is he?"
"He lost a lot of blood and had
some internal damage as well. He hasn't woken up
yet, but..." Lex trailed off as he turned his gaze
back in time to see Sam bowing his head and saying
something while he gripped his brother's hand
tightly in his own. Shifting a bit, Lex sighed
quietly and wiped a hand over his face. He was so
tired and hurting, though he was already recovering
from his injuries. The blessings of a super immune
system, he supposed. "Clark...you're
not human, are you?" he finally asked softly. He
looked up when there wasn't an answer to see
Clark's face grim and sad and he nodded.
"It's ok. I think I've always known, but just never
put two and two together. Lana knew too, didn't
she?"
"So does Dean. I think he
understood me the most with everything he's seen,"
Clark replied softly and Lex chuckled a
bit as he turned his gaze back to the two brothers.
"Do you know what Lana was talking about with that
deal stuff?" he asked after a bit and Lex closed his
eyes.
"It's not for me to tell,
Clark. That's for Dean to explain," he
finally answered and could feel Clark's gaze on him, but he refused to look at his old
friend. "So you and Dean, huh?"
"Just like you and Sam, I'm
guessing. Guess the Winchester brothers were able to find other things outside
of demons and vengeful ghosts in
Kansas,"
Clark remarked warmly and Lex chuckled again.
"Looks like they saved more than
our lives," Lex agreed quietly and they fell into
silence. After a bit, Sam looked up and smiled at
them before nodding towards the door in silent
invitation. They went inside and Lex went
automatically to Sam's side. "How is he?" he
inquired as Clark put his bouquet in a vase by
Dean's bedside before sitting down and taking Dean's
other hand into his own.
"He was awake for a bit and
bitching about there not being any hot nurses on
this shift, so he should be ok," Sam answered and
leaned back into the hand that Lex placed between
his shoulders. He smiled up at Lex and Lex could
feel Sam relaxing.
"That's good. Why don't you come
back and clean up? Clark can stay here and...I think they need to talk," Lex
suggested and both he and Sam looked over to where Clark was watching Dean's pale face while his long fingers
stroked the limp hand he was holding.
Sam looked thoughtful for a bit
then blew out a breath. "Yea, that sounds like a
good idea. Do you mind, Clark?
You can call Lex's place when he wakes up...please?"
he asked politely as he stood up.
"Sure, Sam. You go rest and clean
up. I'm sure Dean would be happy you did that,"
Clark
answered warmly before returning his gaze to Dean's
face.
Glancing at Lex with a smirk, Sam
led the way out before looking over in time to see
Clark kiss Dean's hand. He felt his
heart ache with the caring that was there and cursed
their situation silently as he turned away and
headed out. He started a bit when Lex touched his
hand inquisitively, but he forced a smile through
the tears that wanted out. Their job was done and,
once Dean was up to it, they'd head down to
Lawrence and
Dean's end. There wasn't enough time anymore...it
was almost over.
He slid into the passenger side of
Lex's car and buckled up before looking out the
window as the scenery passed by outside while Lex
drove them to the mansion he had in Metropolis. Dean
and Sam's things had been brought to this mansion
the other day, so Sam didn't have to worry about too
much extra travel. Sam frowned as he thought about
all that still needed to be taken care of before
they faced the demon. But then he just let it slide
away as the soothing sounds of the motor running and
the gears shifting washed over him. They arrived at
the mansion and got out of the car. Sam ran a hand
through his hair and grimaced at how oily it was as
well as how much stubble was on his face. He felt so
unclean...it had been at least a couple of days
since he’d had a good wash down.
He caught Lex’s smirk and grinned
sheepishly in return as they headed inside. Sam went
to his room after promising to meet up with Lex in
the library. He stripped as soon as he was in his
room and headed for the bathroom, where he stepped
immediately into the shower. He groaned as the hot
spray hit him and washed away the dirt that had
gathered on him over the past two days, not to
mention the blood and sweat. He scrubbed himself
clean until he was red all over, then shut off the
shower and stepped out. He dried himself off and
rubbed his hair dry before tying the towel around
his waist. He combed his hair into some semblance of
order before going into the bedroom and grabbing a
pair of sweats and a wife beater and slipping them
on over some boxers after dropping the towel to the
floor.
Padding out of the room in just
his bare feet, he went to the library and stopped at
the doorway as soft piano music greeted him. He
smiled as he leaned against the doorjamb and just
listened to Lex play, watching the slender, yet
powerful body move to the notes that were plucked
effortlessly from the keys. Lex’s eyes were closed
and he had a look of contentment on his face that
Sam found was mirrored in his own soul. It was a
strange feeling and one he had not experienced ever,
not even at Stanford. And considering all that had
happened and was still to come, it was an amazing
feeling and one he didn’t want to let go.
After a few minutes, he moved over
to the plush leather chair that was situated in
front of the crackling fireplace. He sank down into
the cushions with a sigh and let his head fall back
onto the headrest as he let the music flow over him
again. Eventually, it stopped, only to be replaced
with some soft jazz from the stereo system that was
situated near him. He smiled sleepily as the
saxophone and trumpet blended with the soft hypnotic
beat of the drums and bass. The cushion under his
head suddenly dipped on both sides, but he didn’t
move as he felt warm breath on his face and the heat
of Lex over him. He turned into the gentle hand that
touched his face and then finally opened his eyes to
gaze into Lex’s soft gaze. He smiled lazily as he
brought a hand up to rest on Lex’s hip and brushed
it up along Lex’s side. “Hey,” he murmured and bit
his lip as Lex chuckled.
“Hey yourself,” Lex replied lowly
and the seductive tones sent heat shooting through
Sam’s body. Lex grinned slyly, as if he knew what he
was doing to Sam, but then he brushed his lips over
Sam’s. “I’m so glad you’re here. I almost...I almost
lost you,” he whispered against Sam’s mouth and the
words broke something in Sam.
“Me too,” Sam managed before
leaning up and pressing their lips together in a
hungry kiss. He guided Lex onto his lap and they
both groaned as they rubbed together through their
loose clothing. He fumbled with Lex’s shirt buttons
and then caressed the bared skin as Lex shrugged out
of the shirt. They gasped into each other’s mouths
as Sam’s hands traveled the pale flesh before Lex’s
hands were tugging up Sam’s wife beater impatiently.
They both shifted so Sam could draw it off and toss
it to the side before pressing together hungrily and
touching each other like they couldn’t get enough.
Which was the truth...Sam felt like he couldn’t get
enough of Lex’s skin, taste, or smell and it was
driving him wild when everything he did had Lex
making some noise that went straight to his rising
cock.
Their hands eventually moved to
their lower bodies and soon their pants and
underwear were strewn around the chair as they
rocked together. Sam cupped Lex’s ass in both hands
and pulled him close while biting on Lex’s shoulder
and making the other man cry out in pleasure. Their
lips met again, clashing together and bruising over
teeth and tongues as Lex rode against Sam’s cock
desperately. Lex bucked sharply when Sam’s finger
entered him and he groaned with need. “Yea...god
yea...” he gasped out as he broke their kiss and
arched. He suddenly stood and positioned himself so
that his mouth was on Sam’s cock while his ass was
in Sam’s face and he knew he didn’t have to say
anything as Sam took to prepping him while he sucked
hungrily on the flesh that was jutting up to meet
him. He groaned around his mouthful as Sam’s tongue
wriggled into him, stretching and lubing him just a
bit before a finger pushed in to take over. He
bobbed his head on Sam’s erection, enjoying the
explosion of taste that kept attacking his taste
buds with every move and the groans that kept
rumbling from the depths of Sam’s chest. It was
probably the most erotic thing he’d done in a long
time and he couldn’t wait for more.
When he felt himself nearing the
edge, he managed to roll off of Sam and shifted
himself so he was straddling Sam’s lap once more.
Their tongues met in a wild duel of passion and the
mixture of their tastes was so intoxicating that Lex
almost came from that right then. But he knew what
he wanted and he wanted it *now*, so he gripped
Sam’s cock with a shaking hand and placed it at his
slick entrance before he began to sit down and take
the large cock into his body. He groaned in unison
with Sam as he was split open and filled at the same
time little by little until all of Sam was deep in
him. He’d never felt so complete or full in his life
and he just sat there for a moment to catch his
breath as well as adjust to the invasive feeling.
He tilted his head into Sam’s
touch and opened his eyes which he hadn’t realized
he’d closed and locked gazes with Sam’s emotion
filled eyes. He smiled and leaned in for another
kiss before lifting up carefully and pushing down
again. The burn was delicious, almost to the point
of painful, but he didn’t care as he started moving.
He moaned into Sam’s mouth as the younger man’s
hands cupped his ass again and guided him. Their
pace picked up soon enough and Sam’s hips were
meeting his with every thrust until they were
gasping for air and moving so hard and fast that Lex
was afraid he was going to be lost for good. He
shouted Sam’s name as he came hard, shooting his
semen out to splatter on Sam’s straining torso as he
was filled from the inside so full that he could
feel it leaking out as they kept moving in the final
throes.
Collapsing onto Sam, Lex panted
for air and trembled in the aftershocks as Sam’s
arms held him close and shook as well. He shifted a
bit and kissed Sam’s neck, feeling smug when he felt
Sam’s breathe stutter in its work to regain his
equilibrium. Sam was *his* and he would do anything
to make sure that Sam was safe, happy, and content.
He made that vow silently as he bit down on that
sweaty flesh before lifting his head to kiss Sam
lazily and he could already feel the contentment
that was all but radiating out of Sam. He knew then
that they were definitely going to find a way to
beat things.
Eventually, he got them up and
moved them to his room, though he had to laugh when
Sam tried to cover himself as they walked down the
halls naked. Lex didn’t care who saw Sam, as long as
they knew that he was *Lex’s*. Once in the bedroom,
Sam tackled him to the four poster bed and they made
love again, writhing and thrusting as one until they
climaxed. They then curled up together under the
covers with Lex’s back to Sam’s chest and Sam’s arms
around him possessively as they fell asleep. It had
indeed been a long exhausting day and they needed
the rest.
But the rest didn’t get to last
long when the phone beside Lex’s bed rang. Blearily,
Lex reached over and grabbed it. “This better be
good,” he growled sleepily as he snuggled back into
Sam’s hold and checked the time. “It’s fuckin’ ten
at night,” he added to show his displeasure.
“I know...I’m sorry, Lex, but I
just wanted to let Sam know that Dean’s checking out
and that he’ll be coming with me to Smallville. He
says that Sam can pick him up tomorrow,”
Clark
explained apologetically and Lex groaned as he
rubbed his eye.
“Damn Winchesters...too stubborn
to stay where they can heal,” he snarled out and
looked over his shoulder as Sam snickered into his
neck. “Whatcha laughin’ at, fuzz head?” he asked
sleepily and grinned when he got spanked.
“Um...I think I’ll leave you two
alone then. Just tell Sam, ok?” Clark suggested
hurriedly and Lex had barely agreed when
Clark
had hung up.
He glared at the phone and put it
back on its stand before turning to the younger of
the two
Winchester
brothers. “Your brother’s an ass,” he stated as he
snuggled into Sam’s warm hold and grinned as Sam
snorted.
“You just figured this out?” Sam
retorted sleepily before placing a kiss on Lex’s
lips.
“Mmm, nah I knew for a while. Just
didn’t want to broadcast it,” Lex returned against
Sam’s mouth before deepening the kiss hungrily. He
couldn’t get enough of Sam and didn’t *want* to. He
shivered as Sam growled into his mouth before
pushing Lex onto his back and plunging his cock back
into Lex’s semi-tight hole for another round of
passionate sex that had them exhausted and passed
out within minutes. When they woke again naturally,
Lex could tell that it was already mid-morning of
the next day. He turned over and mumbled a curse as
he felt Sam’s arms tighten around him instinctively.
“Come baby...time to get up,” he murmured when he
turned back and brushed his lips over Sam’s.
“Mmm m’already up,” Sam mumbled
against his mouth and Lex had to chuckle when he saw
the sizable tent in the sheets before Sam rolled
into him.
“Save it for the shower. It’s time
to get up,” Lex purred and grinned as Sam whimpered
when he slipped out of Sam’s hold. He headed for the
bathroom and laughed as Sam appeared suddenly and
nearly tackled him as they went into the shower.
They made out under the hot spray before Lex knelt
down and sucked Sam into his mouth hungrily, earning
a growling moan from the other man over the sound of
the shower. It didn’t take him long to get Sam to
the point that he lost control and physically drew
Lex up from the floor of the shower, turned him to
face the wall, and then brought Lex’s leg up and
held it there as he thrust hard and fast into Lex.
Lex couldn’t help the guttural cries and grunts as
he was taken and held open so effortlessly by Sam
and he had to grip the side rails with white
knuckled hands as his climax nearly made him lose
his footing. He groaned as Sam bit into his neck
hard before filling him and he felt his cock spurt
weakly a couple more times in sympathy.
They gulped down air as they
pressed as closely together as possible before Sam
slipped out of Lex and wrapped his arms around Lex
in a secure hold under the water. Turning in Sam’s
embrace, Lex kissed him before reaching for the
shampoo and cleaning Sam’s hair, enjoying the feel
of Sam’s silky hair as his fingers ran through it.
Sam rinsed it out and they both grabbed washcloths
and shower gel to clean each other, laughing as they
got tangled a few times while cleaning. They stepped
under the spray to rinse off again as they kissed
heatedly before Lex stopped the shower and they left
the stall. They grabbed some towels and took turns
drying each other off then finished cleaning up
while playfully touching each other when the other
was busy with something.
But their good moods didn’t last
long as Sam went back to his room to start packing
up. Lex got changed as well and felt like a shadow
had fallen over their golden time. He knew that they
would probably see each other again, but the next
time it might be without Dean and he knew that Sam
would be a mess. He thought about how he could try
to help as he pulled on his shoes and walked towards
the main foyer where he was going to meet Sam. He
had made sure that Dean’s stuff had also been
gathered and was glad to see the couple of duffle
bags waiting at the front door. He looked over as he
heard some soft talking and noticed that Sam was
speaking to Bridget, who was his secretary at the
Metropolis office. He smiled as he watched Sam charm
her and acknowledged that he was just a naturally
friendly person. It also warmed him to know that Sam
would stick with him even if others came along. He
hoped that he would someday be worthy of such trust
and that, with all that Sam had shared with him, he
might return the favor.
He smiled warmly when Sam glanced
over at him finally and he noted the softening of
Sam’s gaze. It made him feel warm to see such
feeling just for him and also humble. He didn’t
deserve it and yet he would cling to it until it
faded from his grip. He kept their gazes locked as
Sam sauntered over to him and grinned before Sam
leaned his head down to brush their lips together.
The mere touch sent electricity shooting through him
and gave him the urge to take Sam back to bed for
another few rounds. From the smoldering look in
Sam’s eyes, he knew that it was a mutual feeling.
But then Sam sighed and pulled back, breaking the
connection, though he made up for it with a gentle
caress of his fingers along Lex’s cheek. Lex had to
blink back the sudden tears that threatened to well
up at the tenderness. No one had ever truly shown
him such affection. Not even his mother. If this
truly was love, he never wanted to let it go.
Clearing his throat as he grinned,
Lex tilted his head slightly into the touch. “Ready
to go?” he asked and felt a brief pang at the
resignation that had appeared in Sam’s gaze. They
would have to take separate cars since the Impala
had been brought there to the mansion and Lex would
need a ride back to his place since the Winchesters
would be going in the opposite direction.
They wrapped their arms around
each other’s waists as they strolled out of the
house, grabbing Dean’s things on the way. Both of
their cars were waiting up front, gassed and cleaned
up. Lex couldn’t help grinning as Sam whistled in
appreciation as the Impala gleamed in the sunlight,
freshly touched up, cleaned, and waxed until it
practically glowed. He hoped silently that Dean
wouldn’t mind this small token of his gratitude.
“Lex...that’s awesome,” Sam
whispered and grinned like a kid at Christmas, which
made Lex just want to hold him even more.
“I’m glad you like it. I know I
had promised Dean to make sure his car wasn’t
touched, but...well I don’t think he’ll mind too
much, do you?” Lex answered with a chuckle and Sam
couldn’t help laughing.
“Nah, he won’t mind. I think he’ll
appreciate you even more,” Sam replied with a wink
before leaning in for a kiss. “I’m just happy you’re
in my life,” he whispered and Lex sighed into their
kiss.
“So am I, Sam...so am I,” Lex
murmured back before deepening the kiss briefly.
They pulled away after a few seconds and went into
their respective cars. Lex led the way out and to
the freeway, heading for Smallville with growing
regret and anxiety. He didn’t want Sam to leave him,
but he had no choice. They had things to do and
lives to live. Who was he to hold them back? All he
knew was that, because of them, he was a changed
man. He would make a difference in the world if it
was the last thing he did. He even hoped that maybe,
just maybe, Clark
would work with him on it. They had a common
connection now: The Winchesters.
The trip to Smallville seemed to
fly by and creep by at the same time. Lex had his
music on and, from how Sam was tapping his fingers
on the wheel, he knew that his lover was doing the
same to pass the time. He smiled as he ran that word
over in his mind: lover. Sam was his lover. He’d had
wives, one night stands, and family, but he had
never truly felt like he’d loved them. He had a
feeling that, given time, he could indeed love Sam
and be loved in return. That thought brightened his
mood enough to give him the strength to let Sam go.
They took the exit for Smallville
and even had a bit of a race down the rural roads.
They arrived at the Kent farm in a shower of gravel and
dust and got out laughing at their silliness. They
met in front of the Impala and kissed hungrily for a
bit, desperation and residual adrenaline mixing with
their unwillingness to part just yet.
But they pulled apart immediately
at the sound of a throat clearing and looked over
sheepishly to see a smirking Dean and a blushing
Clark walking towards them. Dean’s right arm was in
a sling and Clark’s
arm was firmly wrapped around Dean’s waist. Sam and
Lex turned to meet them and they all could see the
happiness and sorrow at parting on each other’s
faces. “You two can’t get enough of each other,
huh?” Dean asked in amusement and Clark snickered as Sam and Lex rolled their eyes.
“Yea, thank you Captain Obvious,”
Sam retorted and grinned with Dean, obviously
enjoying an inside joke. His grin slowly faded as he
tilted his head a bit. “Ready to go?” he inquired
softly and leaned into Lex’s tightening hold.
“Yea almost. We just, ya know,
have to say good bye and all,” Dean replied
sarcastically, but Sam could tell he was stalling.
He knew the feeling, though his was a slightly less
burden than Dean’s. He at least would get to see Lex
again. Dean wasn’t so lucky.
“Dean, I just want you to know
that I’ve put out my feelers for any kind of clue to
get you out of that deal. I won’t rest until I find
something to help you,” Lex said as he offered his
hand to Dean, who took it with a grim smile.
“Thanks man, but...ya only got
eight days. That’s not enough time to find much if
anything that Sam hasn’t already looked into,” Dean
answered regretfully and Sam noted that Dean was
avoiding looking at Clark. He realized then that Dean hadn’t explained things
to Clark.
“Nevertheless, I will search.
Where will you be?” Lex insisted as their hands
separated and he stepped back into Sam’s hold.
“Lawrence.
Going back home for the end,” Dean drawled and
smiled sadly as Sam sighed and looked away.
“Dean...what is going on?”
Clark
finally whispered and Sam and Lex’s heads whipped to
look at him as he stared at Dean in dawning horror.
“What’s this deal everyone keeps talking about with
you?”
“Clark...I...” Dean trailed off
and looked away, avoiding Clark’s probing gaze as he swallowed hard on the sudden
bitterness. “It’s nothing you should worry about,”
he finally mumbled and Sam snorted.
“Don’t shut me out, Dean! What’s
going on! I thought we were going to be honest with
each other!” Clark
cried as he gripped Dean’s upper arm and shook him a
bit. He bit his lip when he saw Dean’s brief flash
of pain, but he shook his head. “Don’t leave me in
the dark. Let me help too,” he pleaded softly.
“Dean made a deal a year ago to
bring Sam back to life after he was senselessly
killed. He had one year left to live. His deal is up
in the amount of time he just stated,” Lex suddenly
explained and ignored the glare that Dean shot him
as he focused on Clark’s
anguished face. “I’m sorry he didn’t tell you, but I
understand why. They’ve tried everything. I’m going
to help as best I can to find a way for them to get
out of the deal, but...”
“We’re not sure he’ll find
anything since I’ve looked into almost everything,”
Sam added in with a bitter smile. His gaze turned to
Dean, whose face was facing downwards. Glancing at
Lex, Sam sighed. “Let’s give them some time. Show me
around?” he suggested quietly and laced his fingers
with Lex’s. Lex nodded and smiled slightly at
Clark
before leading Sam towards the barn.
Clark
watched them go before focusing on Dean. “You
weren’t going to tell me, were you?” he asked
hoarsely and tried to keep the bitterness and hurt
that was trying to burst out of him in check.
“There’s really nothing anyone can
do. Sam just won’t quit and move on,” Dean explained
with a nonchalant shrug and a devil may care smirk.
“And he shouldn’t! He’s your
brother! How can you expect something like that?!”
Clark demanded angrily and followed Dean
stubbornly as the older man went over and sat on the
Impala’s hood. Clark
crossed his arms belligerently over his chest as he
glared at his lover. “Don’t any of our feelings
count?!” he hissed out when Dean refused to answer
him.
“Why do you think I want Sam to
drop this, huh?! Because there *is no way out*!”
Dean snapped back as he brought his glare up to fix
on Clark, but it held no heat...just defeat. He shifted a bit
away from Clark, but didn’t get far when Clark’s
hand clamped down on his arm as
Clark sat down next to him. He could
feel Clark’s gaze
on him, but his throat was tight on the words that
needed to come out. He took a couple of deep breaths
before swallowing hard. “I didn’t tell you
because...because I didn’t want you involved,” he
finally admitted before glancing up at
Clark. “You lost Lana because of me.
I...I would have rather had you believe I was just
some guy who used you than for you to know that
I’ll...I’ll be burning in Hell in a few days,” he
whispered in a choked voice before looking away to
hide the tears that had welled up and were rolling
down his face.
He didn’t pull away when Clark’s
arm slid around his shoulders to draw him close and
he turned into Clark,
seeking that warmth and security one more time
before it was ripped away from him. He sank into the
strong embrace as Clark’s
fingers ran through his hair before cupping his head
comfortingly. He turned his head into the crook of
Clark’s neck and breathed in the scent
of the man he’d come to truly care about...even
love. He never thought he’d find a love that was so
accepting, but the irony that it had been found in
the last few days of his life made him want to
forget it had ever happened. His bitter thoughts
were shattered though when
Clark
whispered, “Do you really think that I’ll let you go
so easily?”
Stunned, Dean shifted back and
stared into Clark’s
compassionate gaze in disbelief. He leaned into the
touch on his face as Clark cupped his cheek, unable to believe that he might
have actually succeeded in finding what he had
always wanted in life: love and understanding.
Clark smiled sadly at him as he tilted
his head just a bit to look into Dean’s tearful
gaze. “All my life I’ve been searching for
understanding and a sense of belonging. I never felt
that with Lana or even my best friends. But when I
met you, I couldn’t look away. And you never looked
away from me. You saw me for what I am and never
even flinched. You understood me,”
Clark whispered and a tear rolled down
his face as he smiled at Dean. He sniffled and took
a deep breath as he stood up straight. “I don’t care
what it takes, but I *will* help you get out of that
deal.” He grinned then and leaned in to rest their
foreheads together. “We’ve got a lot of different
things to try. I’m not through with you yet,” he
growled out and Dean’s face broke into a grin.
“Incorrigible...anyone ever tell
you that?” Dean replied huskily before they kissed
hungrily and pressed as close together as was
possible with Dean’s arm in a sling. Dean’s free
hand gripped Clark’s
hair as they parted and just breathed into each
other’s mouths. “If...If you can’t do anything, it’s
ok. Just...promise me that you’ll use your powers to
help this world and be...be Sam’s friend,” he
whispered thickly before sniffling as he fought the
urge to just break down and weep. He had to be
strong...he had nothing left.
Clark
kissed the errant tears that escaped despite Dean’s
best efforts and sighed shakily. “Just don’t give up
yet...please,” he finally answered as he ran his
hand over Dean’s head and cheek to land on Dean’s
neck. Dean nodded mutely and they stayed close for a
bit until, in a weird sense of déjà vu, a throat
cleared near them and they turned to see Sam and Lex
smirking at them. Clark
leaned back as Dean rolled his eyes. “Um...enjoy the
tour?” he asked lamely and Dean laughed softly as he
shook his head.
“Oh definitely. That loft of yours
is really great for quickies, isn’t it?” Lex
remarked lazily and Sam snickered as
Clark
looked at them in wide-eyed horror. They could see
Clark’s eyes looking them over for signs
of their ‘tryst’ and it cracked them up even more,
which made him realize that they were pulling a fast
one on him.
“Too easy, man...too easy,” Dean
commented dryly as he elbowed his lover playfully
and earning a look of disbelief from Clark.
“Did you...”
Clark trailed off as Dean rolled his
eyes again while Sam laughed out loud at their
whispered conversation. Clark
wiped a hand over his face in embarrassment. “Yea, I
should have a sign that says ‘gullible’ on my
forehead,” he muttered and looked over when Dean
ruffled his hair.
“Nah...you just need to remember
one thing: you have super hearing. I think you would
have heard them anyways,” Dean reminded him, which
earned a grin from Clark.
But their good mood soon dimmed as Lex and Sam
sauntered over to them. Dean glanced at Sam before
sighing and refocusing on Clark.
“I guess this is good bye,” he finally said.
Impulsively, he reached up and ran his fingers
through Clark’s
hair a final time. “Keep fighting. No matter how
hard it might seem, the end always justifies the
means,” he whispered firmly, though his lip shook
with held back tears. He would stay strong in
this...he had to.
Clark
pulled him close and kissed him deeply. “Don’t give
up. I’ll find you no matter where you are...I’ll
find you,” he stated softly and smiled as Dean’s
breath caught before they leaned into each other
desperately.
Lex glanced at Sam and smiled.
“I’ll call you...just promise to answer,” he said
and tried to not let his face show how much this
parting was hurting him.
“That’s something I don’t even
have to promise. It’s a given,” Sam retorted with a
grin before pulling his chuckling lover into a kiss.
But their holds were as desperate as
Clark
and Dean’s embrace. Parting was indeed sweet sorrow,
but it was also bitter and anxious with the fears of
what was coming dawning on the horizon.
Finally, Dean pulled away from
Clark. “Sam, let’s go. We should get on
the road while there’s still daylight,” he called
gruffly as he walked to the passenger’s side. He
wouldn’t be able to drive for another day he
figured, so Sam was just going to have to be the
driver for the moment. He didn’t like it, but he
would deal with it.
Sam smiled at Lex as he pulled
away before going over and shaking hands with
Clark. “Take care of yourself, Kent. Try
not to stir up anymore trouble,” he teased Clark before going over to the driver’s side while the two
other men moved back and stood side by side next to
Lex’s car.
“Back at you, Sam. And be
careful,” Clark
shot back with a wide grin.
Dean snorted. “We’re always
careful...we just don’t always succeed,” he remarked
before sliding into the car and shutting his door.
Looking over at them, Sam smiled.
“I’ll see you around,” he said warmly as he pulled
open his door.
“Don’t give up, Sam. We’ll find
something...I promise,” Lex stated firmly as he
watched Sam sidle himself into the car. Sam flashed
him a sad smile before shutting his door and driving
them off. Lex and Clark watched them leave even after the dust had settled.
“I will find a way,” he vowed quietly, then looked
up as a firm hand on his shoulder reminded him that
he wasn’t alone.
“*We* will find a way,”
Clark
corrected him decisively and Lex couldn’t help the
smile that broke over his face before he nodded. He
looked back out towards where the two Winchesters
had driven off into the sunset. They *would* find a
way if it was the last thing they did.